Hi guys, sorry I haven't been online in a while. My life feels like it's gone to shit lately and I needed some time away from dA. I'll probably stay on hiatus for a while longer but I won't delete any of the messages sitting in my inbox so I'll be able to reply to everything when I get back.
I'm scared, frustrated, tired, ashamed, and I want to puke, but I feel like I'm not allowed to be anything other than happy, so that's the way I act most of the time. It feels like I'm wearing a mask and frankly, I get tired of it after a while.
I've fucked up my education, my mother probably thinks I'm a loser, my parents' marriage is falling apart, and I'm really not quite sure what to do anymore.
*EDIT* Feeling better now after going out for frozen yogurt and DDR with *SpiritedFang
. I'm sorry for whining and being a buttface and thank you so much for putting up with my shit, guys.